i can taste it.

it's getting quite busy around here. most important-i take my LAST FINAL EVER OF NURSING SCHOOL TOMORROW. huge. part of me is freaking out. part of me is burnt out. part of me wants to cry. part of me wants to jump up and scream.and part of me just wants to go to sleep. but all of me wants to be done. after tomorrow, i head into 3 weeks of being tired as i start my preceptorship in the ER working nights at a trauma 1 hospital. excited, yes. scared, absolutely. i hope not to see anyone i know there. in the "patient" sense of course. then..dec.13th, i'll make that famous walk. you know, the one in the unflattering mumu's and weird hats. and you work for years on something and they hand you a piece of paper. GRADUATION. i can't believe it's almost here. i might cry throughout my entire graduation. there's not a lot of things that i can say i worked really hard at and accomplished and by darn, i'm proud of myself. but, besides giving birth to my two beautiful kiddies, surving nursing school is by far my biggest accomplishment. and i'm proud to say i did it. not without an army of help of course, but i did it. so kudos to me..and you and your help. and i'm grateful for my trials. for without them, i wouldn't *almost* be a nurse. i just wouldn't. wish me luck. cause if i publish this post and i don't pass tomorrow, i might cry for the next two weeks straight. night.